Good bye my best supervisor, Kenny Fung (T.T)

I do not know what to say for starting....

first pass the test Coops interviews and see in the list the names of candidates from Coops UNHAS complete with the name of our supervisor, KENNY FUNG! 

that is in my head, my supervisor was an old gentlemen with oriental faces, not too fluent in English and a little grumpy!
SERIOUSLY!

Well that is what is in my mind until the times bring me and my other coops friends with you, Kenny…
spontaneous, I was surprised extraordinary....

Kenny in Action

oriental? YAH of course, but just a little bit..

old? not at all (in terms of age maybe YES , but from the face, well .. not too)

are not fluent in English? oh NO! not at all. even the first meeting in the Gunung Batu, cause my surprising of you, it's made me get the trouble translating what you mean kenny.

and a bit grumpy?  also not at all ...
if anyone tell kenny funny, well 100 ABANG!

You’re so  funny, noisy, playful, happy to play anything at work, known and know everyone in gunung batu and unusually friendly,  have any great ideas, smart, good father and husband for the little daughter Alexis and his beloved wife Kelly,

now I do not know what else to say about you, Kenny..
you are the best supervisor in the world...

which has invite us karaoke, lunch, invited us to swim through the village of Nuha, giving his guitar, giving  10 as our value and signed a letter of our practice work and many more that I couldn’t said again in a words... 

Kenny and her little daughter Alexis, *PAPA yang BAIK.....

TESTING tm in Grand Mulia Hotel

Mining tour with Testing and CM tm

and today, your last day in this office, I am very sad, do not know what to say, perhaps only my tears that wanted fell on my cheek could express everything.


Kenny .. you’re successfully make us this time to be sad, sad .... amazing !!


when else we could meet with supervisors like you?


please, if you go to Indonesia, especially to Makassar, give us the information. I’m ready to host the best service  for you.


hopefully one or two years or even ten years from now you will not forget us, Coops UNHAS who had worked with you as a tester on the onevale PTI project.


pray for us too,  hopefully we can all succeed like you.
Who knows we could meet in Canada or in other parts of the world? 

good bye Kenny, wish you arrived safely in Canada.

warm regards to Alexis and Kelly :)

me \(^__^)/

"Tak kenal maka tak sayang, tak sayang maka ta'aruf..."

bismillahirrahmanirrahiim... 

aku datang di tengah kegersangan yang ada, membentuk setitik cahaya yang siap menerangi setiap sudut kegundahan, 

aku datang karena ku mau, ku mau mencipta, ku ingin menulis, dan menuangkan setiap kata, setiap makna yang kan lahir sebagai cahaya pertama dalam bingkai kehidupanku, 

inilah AKU,

-Nur Awaliah Yusran- 

seorang yang ingin terus belajar, menapak hidup dengan tulisan, mimpi, dakwah, persahabatan dan cinta.

pengagum mereka yang selalu memberi inspirasi dan menciptakan kebaikan.
yang akan terus mengabdi pada sang PENCIPTA hingga akhir hayat...

Love coz Allah. 

-n.a.y-

New month, new task and new...*

assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhuu, 

*Give your best for your success, learn, work, and pray and you could make your dream become true in the future. #nay*

welcome new month JULY, welcome the best things  and welcome the miracle...\(^___^)/

*today is 3 days before go live SAP implementation OneVale PTI Project, it is an critical backlog time for us. why? because due the date, me and some of coops will become do the new task. incredible and amazing task..we could say. :)


after, do some testing process, OneVale PTI project assign me to be one of the task force, who will help the user using the SAP for some transaction and in this case, me, Anjun and kak Veli who will be help them in "Service entry",

some of us, like Cha become task force for user access, and Iqra , Raelyn become task force for invoicing, do not forget, mas Bagus as labor costing task force.

and this is the best reason that we have to say for you all, why we have to be extended as COOPS here until end of august, eventhough the task supposed to be until end of september.. :)
Pavan as a project manager wants me and other to extend the contract because of this, so, maybe, they don't need again to teach more for a new learner or reqruit some task force from the outside to do the task.

*we are here ! and we can do that ! we will be learn, and learn, attend the training, know how to use the SAP, how to create and approval the service entry,  MASTERING it, then, 3 days later until end of august. we do our job ! SEMANGKA !

ok, let me share describe my job as task force for SE,

first, i told to you that our job as a helper for user using the SAP. because
we know that, something like a PANIC or NERVEOUS situation and action from user on go-LIVE,  for the first time using SAP except when training time probably happen at the time...

so, we have to work to solve their problem, to help them when they are forget any step that they must to do in SAP . 

note: JUST for SERVICE ENTRY !

so, what is SERVICE ENTRY???
service entry is the document that must be made by the user with purpose to  confirm that the work is satisfactory and formally accept the service that was actually performed (work actually done). the simple describe is the document might be made by the user in order that the service that already done by the vendor could be paid by finance tm according to invoice they have,

yup..something like that.*

there were so many things must be do in SAP to create, approve, rejected the service entry, because there are so many case probably happen during the user access to SAP until finished to create the service entry and approval the SE that already done by the manager.
 

and Mbak Rossy, give us amazing training to provide all of that, the task force action for help the user, starting from when the task force like me got an email from L1.5 t in Jakarta, make a new ticket for the user's problem on sharepoint, call the user, and begin to help them..oohh..and beside she gives us the training all about the SE, she also gives us the training how to face the people who has the the different character, starting from the usual user until manager, the good one, until the bad one user, she told us as well.
and i think it's funny...
we do the simulation, with mbak Teta, Anjun, kak Veli and also mbak Rossy as a trainer for us. and you know? during the simulation happen, we found so many new case again which maybe could be happen in SAP when the user create the SE.

*we are solid team. of course. 555++*

although we felt very tired, work over time almost everyday in this week. but all of them are paid by the best and axpensive experience that i got here and also paid by the goodness people here, :)
(which always reply to our hard work with extraordinary things with them, such as referring us to eat in restaurants, karaoke, vacations and so on)
how can we got the best things like that in the other place?

and now, i can imagine how the real world as well. sure !
and i proud could become one of project support. yeaaahhhh...
 

*and you know, actually and never imagine that, ALLAH hear my pray AGAIN !. because one day i've been thought how come i could work as a trainer who could help the user using SAP, and face a lot of people, do the interaction with them and also recognize them :), just a wish,because i just want to know how about the work situation in PTI, besides in GUNUNG BATU, due someday i could called by one of them to work here again :). hohohoh....and not in a long time later, i'll do that as a task force ! thanks y Rabb :)

so, finally, let's start the month with saying basmalah, and prepare the first week for a new task, without leave EHS and manager/data owner approval....bravo, TASK FORCE !!!! 

d(^___^)b

Love,
-n.a.y-

"Love" in Silence

Assalamu Alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuhu, 

*Malam menemaniku dalam selimut kebahagiaan, dilingkupi perasaan cinta, dalam lantunan musik bersama saudari sejawat, dan kemudian terinspirasi, aku selalu kagum dengan tulisan lama CINTA DALAM DIAM, sebaliknya, jemari ini seakan tak mau diam, perlahan mengetikkan kalimat tersebut dalam kotak search engine GOOGLE, dan kutemukan tulisan-tulisan luar biasa ini....."

1. Source : http://kembanganggrek.wordpress.com/2010/08/21/cinta-dalam-diam/

Cintailah ia dalam diam, dari kejauhan, dengan kesederhanaan dan keikhlasan…

Ketika cinta kini hadir tidaklah untuk Yang Maha Mengetahui saat secercah rasa tidak lagi tercipta untuk Yang Maha Pencipta izinkanlah hati bertanya untuk siapa ia muncul dengan tiba-tiba…mungkinkah dengan ridha-Nya atau hanya mengundang murka-Nya…

Jika benar cinta itu karena Allah maka biarkanlah ia mengalir mengikuti aliran Allah karena hakikatnya ia berhulu dari Allahmaka ia pun berhilir hanya kepada Allah..

“Dan segala sesuatu Kami ciptakan berpasang-pasangan supaya kamu mengingat kebesaran Allah.” (QS. Adz Dzariyat:49)

“Dan kawinkanlah orang-orang yang sendirian diantara kamu, danorang-orang yang layak (berkawin) dari hamba-hamba sahayamu yang lelakidan hamba-hamba sahayamu yang perempuan. Jika mereka miskin Allah akanmemampukan mereka dengan kurnia-Nya. Dan Allah Maha luas(pemberian-Nya) lagi Maha Mengetahui. ” (QS. An Nuur: 32)

“Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan-Nya ialah Dia menciptakan untukmuisteri-isteri dari jenismu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung dan merasatenteram kepadanya, dan dijadikan-Nya diantaramu rasa kasih dan sayang.Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tandabagi kaum yang berfikir. ” (QS. Ar-Ruum:21)

Tapi jika memang kelemahan masih nyata dipelupuk matamaka bersabarlah… berdo’alah… berpuasalah…

” Wahai kaum pemuda,siapa saja diantara kamu yang sudah sanggup untukmenikah,maka menikahlah,sesungguhnya menikah itu memelihara mata,danmemelihara kemaluan,maka bila diantara kamu belum sanggup untukmenikah,berpuasalah,karena ssungguhnya puasa tersebut sebagaipenahannya ” (Hadist)

“Dan janganlah kamu mendekati zina; sesungguhnya zina itu adalah suatuperbuatan yang keji. Dan suatu jalan yang buruk. ” (QS. Al Israa’ :32)

Cukup cintai ia dalam diam…
bukan karena membenci hadirnya…tapi menjaga kesuciannya bukan karena menghindari dunia…tapi meraih surga-Nya bukan karena lemah untuk menghadapinya…tapi menguatkan jiwa dari godaan syaitan yang begitu halus dan menyelusup..

Cukup cintai ia dari kejauhan…
karena hadirmu tiada kan mampu menjauhkannya dari cobaankarena hadirmu hanya akan menggoyahkan iman dan ketenangankarena hadirmu mungkin saja ‘kan membawa kenelangsaan hati-hati yang terjaga…

Cukup cintai ia dengan kesederhanaan…
memupuknya hanya akan menambah penderitaan menumbuhkan harapan hanya akan mengundang kekecewaanmengharapkan balasan hanya akan membumbui kebahagiaan para syaitan…

Maka cintailah ia dengan keikhlasan 
karena tentu kisah fatimah dan ali bin abi thalib diingini oleh hati…tapi sanggupkah jika semua berakhir seperti sejarah cinta Salman Al Farisi…?

“
…boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat burukbagimu. Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui. ” (QS. AlBaqarah:216)

“Wanita-wanita yang keji adalah untuk laki-laki yang keji, danlaki-laki yang keji adalah buat wanita-wanita yang keji (pula), danwanita-wanita yang baik adalah untuk laki-laki yang baik dan laki-lakiyang baik adalah untuk wanita-wanita yang baik (pula). Mereka (yangdituduh) itu bersih dari apa yang dituduhkan oleh mereka (yang menuduhitu). Bagi mereka ampunan dan rezki yang mulia (surga)” (QS.An Nuur:26)

Cukup cintai ia dalam diam dari kejauhan dengan kesederhanaan dan keikhlasan…

karena tiada yang tahu rencana Tuhan…mungkin saja rasa ini ujian yang akan melapuk atau membeku dengan perlahan

karena hati ini begitu mudah untuk dibolak-balikan…serahkankan rasa yang tiada sanggup dijadikan halal itu pada Yang Memberi dan Memilikinya biarkan ia yang mengatur semuanya hingga keindahan itu datang pada waktunya…

“Barangsiapa menjaga kehormatan orang lain, pasti kehormatan dirinya akan terjaga.” (Umar bin Khattab ra.)

2. source : http://pelangiannisa.blogspot.com/2010/07/cinta-dalam-diam.html

Cinta Dalam Diam..

Bila belum siap melangkah lebih jauh dengan seseorang, cukup cintai ia dalam diam...
karena diammu adalah salah satu bukti cintamu padanya ...
kau ingin memuliakan dia, kau tak mau merusak kesucian dan penjagaan hatinya...
karena diammu memuliakan kesucian diri dan hatimu...
menghindarkan dirimu dari hal-hal yang akan merusak izzah dan iffahmu ...
karena diammu bukti kesetiaanmu padanya ...
karena mungkin saja orang yang kau cinta adalah juga orang yang telah ALLAH swt. pilihkan untukmu ...
ingatkah kalian tentang kisah Fatimah dan ALi ?
yang keduanya saling memendam apa yang mereka rasakan ...
tapi pada akhirnya mereka dipertemukan dalam ikatan suci nan indah
karena dalam diammu tersimpan kekuatan ... kekuatan harapan ...
hingga mungkin saja Allah akan membuat harapan itu menjadi nyata ...
hingga cintamu yang diam itu dapat berbicara dalam kehidupan nyata ...
bukankah Allah tak akan pernah memutuskan harapan hamba yang berharap padanya ?
dan jika memang 'cinta dalam diammu' itu tak memiliki kesempatan untuk berbicara di dunia nyata,
biarkan ia tetap diam ...
jika dia memang bukan milikmu, pastilah Allah, melalui waktu akan menghapus 'cinta dalam diammu' itu
dengan memberi rasa yang lebih indah dan orang yang tepat ...
biarkan 'cinta dalam diammu' itu menjadi memori tersendiri dan sudut hatimu menjadi rahasia
antara kau dengan Sang Pemilik hatimu ...
** Sebagaimana KAU pun memberi cinta-MU dan memelihara setiap makhluk-MU,
karenanya aku tahu KAU tak kan membiarkanku mencintai sesuatu yg bukan untukku dan mencintai
sesuatu yg bukan karena-MU **
karena sungguh … cintaMu terlalu indah untuk diduakan...
karena cintaMu terlalu suci untuk dinodai…
Sesuatu itu bernama fitrah, tapi aku harapkan penjagaanMu padaku dari kepalsuan cinta yg selain
karenaMu…^_^

and the last (but not the least)


ungkapan hati mbak Nick Salsabilah, (maaf yah mbak aku copas tulisannya, it's so INCREDIBLE from me :) dan aku slalu kagum dengan untaian kalimat-kalimat indah yang lahir dari tangan halusmu, mbak...)

3. source : http://www.salsabiila.cc.cc/2011/05/mencintainya-dalam-diam.html

Mencintai Dalam Diam....

#Berpendar 1

Huufftt...kuhempaskan tubuh penatku di tepi kasur empuk kesayangan. Penat, lelah, padat, menghimpit...dan berjuta keletihan lain seraya menghampiri jiwa dan ragaku. Kuseka keringat dingin yang mengalir perlahan di balik jilbabku yang mulai terseok kesana-kemari. Rupanya aku benar-benar lelah kali ini. Masih segar dalam ingatan, betapa begitu cepat kuhabiskan waktu 24 jam yang telah disediakan oleh Allah secara gratis hari ini. Berawal dari jadwal ngampus yang cukup padat bagi mahasiswi ekstensi, jam ngajar yang bejibun, jadwal membimbing privat, kuliah malam berikut serangkaian oral test bahasa asing, belum rapat-rapat yang menaikkan adrenalin.

Pyuuhh,,semua itu terkadang membuatku ingin terkapar sesaat dan menghilang dari putaran waktu yang terus berlari cepat. Selalu ada saat-saat di mana tak ada ruang yang mampu mengalihkan penatku, juga ada waktu-waktu..di mana sayup-sayup melodi tak cukup untuk membangkitkan semangatku. I really feel tired and light without direction...
Maka di antara kepenatan itu lah kutemukan sebuah bayang. Berlari, melesat, memberi sedikit terpaan angin segar, dan menampar kepenatanku jauh ke dasar bumi. Ia ada di sana!! Ia masih di sana!! Membuatku menciptakan senyum kekaguman, membuatku menciptakan siluet-siluet harapan, dan membuatku ingin berteriak sesaat...bahwa "Aku mencintainya!"

#Berpendar 2

Ada begitu banyak alasan yang terkadang membuat kita tak ingin jujur. Ada begitu banyak alasan yang sesaat membuat kita hanya fokus pada seseorang yang bersinar di balik jeruji kesadaran diri. Namun tak membutuhkan sedikit pun alasan untuk memahami penyebab sebuah cinta hadir. Dia datang begitu saja tanpa kuminta. Dia masuk tanpa permisi meski aku tak membentangkan hati. Dan dia melindas sisi-sisi keangkuhanku tanpa banyak kata. Menakjubkan!! Dia berhasil membuatku mencintainya dan mengaguminya dari berbagai arah tanpa sanggup kubaca jedanya. Hari yang kulalui masih tetap penat dan padat seperti biasa...namun aku tak mengerti mengapa ada segaris senyum untuk menghadapinya. Oh Tuhan, mungkinkah aku benar-benar jatuh cinta??

#Berpendar 3

Bukan karena mencintai seseorang kita akan menderita. Namun, ketika kita mengartikan cinta itu pada sisi kehadiran dan kebersamaan..maka itu lah penderitaan yang tercipta.
Aku telah memutuskan untuk mencintainya. Aku pun telah memutuskan untuk mengagumi sosoknya. Perlu waktu yang cukup lama untukku belajar, bahwa cintaku juga harus bahagia. Maka aku akan menciptakan atmosfir kebahagiaan itu seorang diri, tanpa membutuhkan kehadiran orang yang kucintai...juga tanpa membutuhkan  balasan perasaan yang sama darinya. Karena aku pun telah memutuskan...untuk mencintainya dalam diam. Dan dalam diam itu akan kusampaikan secara perlahan =tiap-tiap gejolak yang kurasakan= melalui hempasan angin, kicauan beburung, canda ilalang, deburan ombak, butiran debu, laju awan, butiran hujan, sapaan senja, kerlingan ufuk, dan sentuhan embun [semua akan kukisahkan padanya lewat semesta dengan segala kepasrahan...].

#Cahaya dalam tiap-tiap #pendar# yang tercipta....

Aneh rasanya, ketika harus menulis untuk sesuatu yang tak pernah mampu kutuliskan, kulukiskan, juga kuteriakkan...
Namun catatan ini akan tetap kupersembahkan dalam diam...(seperti cintaku yang juga alpa akan suara..namun terus berpendar di tiap sudutnya)....teruntuk sahabat-sahabatku yang juga tengah meredam letupan cintanya..sekali lagi...dalam diam! Tuhan, pendarkanlah selalu cintaku ini...sesuai mau Mu...

Subhanallah, sungguh indah untaian-untaian kalimat yang lahir dari jiwa-jiwa pecinta di atas, aku kagum dan akan selalu kagum dengan mereka yang mencinta dalam diam, yang mejandikan cinta setinggi-tingginya hanya untuk ALLAH SWT,

*Aku kan selalu mencintainya dan mencintaiMu yang telah menciptakannya dengan sempurna, dalam bingkai indahnya Iman dan Ikhlas, yang senantiasa engkau titipkan dalam sanubari kehidupan cintaku" 

-Short story from Soroako-

assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhu..

Do not feel that i've 3 months left traces here, at the corner of South Sulawesi province, 

beautiful small town with a IDE beach (although it’s just a LAKE), the KUCING island, Mata Buntu, Buto Hill or POCI and much more, obey the rules and also no TRAFFIC! 

well, this month is supposed to be my last month in this small town, even I should have already arrived in Makassar:)

but alas, me and some friends then extended our contract for the new assignment for OneVale PTI project until the end of August. 

and I will enjoy moments of fasting of Ramadhan here, away from my family in Makassar : (

sad too, but over all I am very happy, because in addition I can get a job as well as new experiences, this is my first time will enjoy the RAMADHAN here. 

I will be a little flashback how about my life for 3 months here, such as what my duties and my work in a VALE big project. 

so, The first time I came into this place, I already knew a little illustration of the my work.

Well, me and six others placed in TESTING tm together with KENNY FUNG as Our supervisors. (I mentioned this a few months ago) 

for testing, we were divided become some parts of testing such us FI, PP, TD, EHS, and MM, and myself at first to work on the FI testing with my colleagues "a.triska muliana "with mentor Mr Krishna Kanth aka KK from India, helped some users like mbak Sri, kak Parlin, Ricardo from Brazil, Liu et al. basically we work just as well, namely how to test the SAP with HP's QC program, make all steps to be "passed" if that is executed already in accordance with all the step of SAP then uploaded and updated at HP QC, making defect if there is incompatibility, closed the defect if the defect has been overcome and also perform validation with a user key validation. :) 

we could say that all we’ve done is not too difficult, just takes vigilance, accuracy and extra caution. 

I remember when one of my friends do something wrong, then Dag called me come to his desk and provided little enlightenment to avoid the wrong path as he, and everything must be reported in advance.

Hence well, maybe his inbox already full with emails from my report. 555++

nah, not long in the FI (Finance), then, I moved by Kenny to EHS. and until now, I’m currently work at EHS. (Environmental Healthy and Safety) with Mr. Ranjtih Kannoth as consultant for Waste Management and Hygiene, Mbak Nuria Lili Lubis as User WM and EC, Mr. Hari Ananto as user Hygiene, Mr. Putu Adi from IT, chi-young as team leads, Vineet Handa as a consultant for the EC, and Ms. Bane and Ms. Luci as our contractor. Well we all gathered in the room with each background culture, origin, countries, and different religions. There are Islamic, Hindu, Buddhist, some of  India, Indonesia and China, some from Java, Sulawesi, Bali and Makassar ... well true Unity in Diversity! 555++ .. 

Friends, probably you have imagined about what I do the testing here :) 

Well .. all about EHS, waste management, hygiene and also all about safety. 

there are some additional tasks that I get from here. in addition to struggling with QC.

(At least slightly increasing, 555++), well I also trusted to pay attention every detail at the time of testing proccess and edit each step is wrong. even several times I have to make a complete test script in excel, (although already provide the  examples, but still somewhat complicated and waste many time to do that). 

there were the task of testing tm, other than as a tester, you could say some of our particular testing tm, a sambilan job, aka the additional work outside testing. for example make a flowchart, and assist roller mapping for SAP ID, well, if I personally had once helped Lee and Steffen to roll mapping SAP ID, that time I, anjun and  paink first felt the overtime work until 11 o'clock at night on the GUNUNG BATU. well, anyway ... good fun. because we work with so many “expart”. in case, LEE from KOREA who’s work in Accenture singapore, and the average of them are more open and respect our work as Coops:)

other than that there again, still on the management of SAP ID, but using the IAM approval task. so, it's our job, working as an approver in this case as  PROJECT MANAGER and Data owner

like Mr. Bayu Aji, Mr. Tito and Mr. Asril, dan Mr.Purbayu (unfortunately wrote, our salary is not same with us.hahah 555+), sufficient easy, just approve the request id is coming  like a tsunami haunts in our outlook. Yah, something like that. 

and there is one more, I also never could trust to create the master data into SAP (Production), that time I almost did not because the consultant was afraid something goes wrong (well everywhere man's mistakes at times), well fortunately There Mbak lilies and Luci are willing to give a brief training and persuade Ranjith to allow me access to SAP with his ID (although he does not want to give me.555++)

Well that's a brief overview of my work here..

for the curious, please join, (if you all get the chance) :)

overall I'm happy to work on this project, because in addition to jobs which, although more or less makes us pushed, but thank God everything has been paid with happiness. get an incredible home facilities, lunch and dinner borne by the project (so no need to pay to eat if working days), another free, friendliness everyone in gunug stone, can learn english free every day (learning by doing). share the experience with strangers whether it be their culture, and about their daily lives, and them if there is a project event, bleak roads to the Kuching island, Mata buntu, swim across Matano lake to the Nuha Village, revel in the rhythm of the nite, Karaoke with project managers and their family (where there is a project manager and staff make in happiness and karaoke along with the Coops? that only students?) very EXTRAORDINARY,anyway:)

the happiness are also worth it for me to grateful is my new family member, Coops XVI oneVale Project cha, Dila, susan, god, Jenni, kak Veli, kaktati, milli kak, kak anjun, realyn, paink, mas nice, Madi and kak kak dika. who faithfully accompanied, three roof in the old camp 3.4 and 6 and one roof in Sumba 4 Pontada, giving happiness and new nuances in my life for 3 months, eat together, sleep together,problem solving together, make noise together, praying together, many more happiness, many disputes also and love story..555+++

Incredible Incredible Incredible ! and do not forget say thanks to all coops regular XVI, operational. kak ari, fikar kak, kak Kardi, kak aswar, kak Lutfi, kak Grinus, kak Erland, Kak Angga, kak Try,  kak kiki and kak fifit crowd that add nuance and my happiness during here, and the unforgetable :my beloved MR J

We Are look like big family, big brother, and big sister :D 
Sakinah Mawaddah and Warahmah. 

thanks for everything, i love you all: *

*sorry for all the mistakes in writing name and position. J